Everything you want comes after you stop looking for it

We’re all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone who’s compatible with our weirdness, and then we join up with them and fall with mutual weirdness and call it LOVE

                                                                                                                                                                -Elgine Cerdena

.. My first day as a transferred student in Letran was a so…so experience. Not that happy not that bad... Not that strange (because I know I’m a weird) and not that exciting...Until I saw this guy walking along with his friends… People who moved around me became “BLURRED” and they moved in “SLOW MOTION” … and all I saw in clear vision was him. The way I saw him, he’s cute, smart and kind, but we never had a chance to talk nor say “Hi”.

After 2 years of waiting for this guy… Faith played with me in the most unexpected way. We became good friends… And the rest became history. I don’t know if he likes me the way I like him or if we are “destined” for each other.

PAANO KO MALALAMAN NA MAHAL KO NA TALAGA SYA O’ GUSTO NYA DIN AKO O’ PARA KAMI SA ISA’T ISA yung parang destiny ba?

Pwede na ba yung.. magka text kami? Minsan magkasama kami? Na mimiss namin ang isa’t isa? Lahat ng request ko pinagbibigyan nya? Pag may sakit ang isa sa amin, hindi namin maiwasan na hindi mag alala?  Sa loob ng isang araw hindi pwedeng hindi ko sya maalala? Naku curious kami sa isa’t isa? Masaya kami kapag magkasama kami? Nagba bonding kami na parang kami? Naglalambingan kami sa isa’t isa? Inspired kami? Out of nowhere bigla mo syang maiisip tapos matatawa ka kasi naaalala mo yung mga ginawa ninyo na kulitan o’ lambingan? Nakaka create ka ng poems and song? Kapag nakikita ko sya mabilis ang heart beat ko? Nakukumpleto ang araw ko dahil sa kanya? Etc.

“One hand on my pen, other on phone.

One ear on discussion, other on my classmates.

One eye on the board, other on Him.

Mind on study, my heart just for Him,”

..One day, hiniram ko yung panyo nya… We are texting..Nasa I.T bldg na ako pumunta ako sa wash room para mag ayos ng konti… Nagtext sya, tinatanong nya kung na saan ako… And then sabi ko na sa IT bldg… Pa labas na ako ng wash room… I received a msg sabi nya… Nasa IT bldg din ako..Then after ko mabasa nakita ko sya.. naglalakad.. Same line.. Same side ng bldg.. hawak hawak nya phone nya... Then everything turns slow motion again… Nakatingin sya sa akin… J … Marami ee.. Maraming katulad nan na nangyari sa amin..

“Closeness doesn't need every minute of conversation as long as you find time to smile…

Remembering crazy moments together, it’s the CLOSEST thing ever.”

..Hanggang sa dumating yung time na…  Nagka aminan… Mahal nya ako, mahal ko sya… Pero hindi pwedeng maging kami… Kasi may pangako sya sa iba… Hindi sya maka alis sa nakaraan, kaya hindi nya masimulan ang hinaharap… At ako, eto… Naghihintay… Naghihintay… At patuloy na naghihintay…

God is teaching us to trust in HIS timing.

Don't be in a hurry.

Don't be impatient.

Don't try to force doors to open.

Don't try to make things happen in your strength.

Let GOD do it HIS way. HE has a timetable for all our heart's desires…

GOD MAKES EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL IN HIS TIME.

God, I can wait… I can wait… Forever